Whats going on...

Well Carson can now say Mama and Dada and Abba (turning into Abby) pretty damn well!!! YAY!
 I got an email back from the store owner and she said they should have a spot for me in september! So thats awesome. She also said if I needed a job now, she would pass my resume on to another store across the street. Its actually where I sell my tutus. So that would be fun! Same thing, I would get to take Carson with me! Which is the most important thing for me. There is no reason for me to go back to work, besides self fulfillment and not feeling like I'm relying 100% on Chris.
Chris and I had talked about starting to try for another baby in august 2010. We talked about this 4 months ago and agreed, yesterday I brought it up and he could not for the life of him remember the conversation we had. So I guess we're putting it off for a while. Which is FINE with me. I just want it to be us and our little Squish!


Things I am excited for! Teen mom season 2 is coming back! Oh my god! so excited!! Jersey fucking shore!!! ::fist pump::  My 21st birthday! I'm not going out drinking or doing anything stupid. I think Chris, Carson and I are going away for the day and just spending time as a family!

My thoughts,

On blogging. Seriously I love to blog, its really fun and I miss it when I don't do it. But usually I feel like I have nothing to say. (Stupid right!) I have TONS to say, all the time.  But I feel like I'm boring, I stay at home with the dogs and cat, and baby and I just do house work. I have recently starting getting my tutus out in stores. Which makes me actually want to keep designing them! ::insert shameless plug here::  http://lenastutus.blogspot.com/  <----thats my blog/store.

I also applied for a job outside the home! OH MY GOSH! I really want to start helping out with our family finances. I hate feeling like Chris is doing it all. Plus who doesn't like having more money?  The best part of this job? I would get to take my darling Carson with me!!! oh my gosh! The job is at a cloth diaper store. I went in today like a stalker and was hanging out and then casually mentioned that I applied for a job there. The girls were so excited! I am really hoping that I get this job. I'm not telling Chris until I know I have the job, because I want to surprise him!

I did not just put away my baby's 6 month clothes!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I guess its time to break out the 9-12 clothes

More PICTURES!!!

PHOTOS!!!

I guess I should say "Howdy"

My name is Salena, I'm married to Chris, our son is Carson. We have two dogs Abby and Scout and a cat named Fiona. This is a real blog about a real women finding her way through motherhood through the view finder of her camera.

I'm like that show "The Real World" What happens when people stop be polite? And start getting real? Well then you have me. I'm about as real as it gets. Life isn't all ways puppy dogs and rain bows.

Some days my husband drives me absolutely bonkers, the dog shits on the carpet. The baby barfs on my shirt as we are leaving the house. But over all life is pretty puppy dogs and rainbow farts. Chris will randomly help me with dishes, the baby will smile and say Mama while he follows me around while I'm cleaning. The dogs will snuggle up with me, Fiona purrrs.

Tonight is Carsons last "cool" holiday before his birthday. Lame, huh? I guess we have Labor day, but thats not really that awesome of a holiday. I wish I would have done something more special but I didn't even realize it till I was in Target. I love Target, its probably my favorite "go-to" store. But I honestly have got to stop shopping so much. Take tonight, I went to get ear plugs for Carson for the fire works tonight (pictures to come) and I leave with another set of Spin Pins (except the checker forgot to put them in my bag!!! AAAH!) a onsie for Carson with a tie on it! So cute! I got the ear plugs and redvines. But seriously I go in for one thing and come out with a bag of crap.

I am hoping to get some cool links so you too can buy some of the AWESOME things I use in my day to day life!